Over time, I realized it was a also a place to unload for other things rather than trying to send you a subliminal message. Only now, it seems there were just a few entries where I expressed emotion that concerned you. But, they were the most emotional ones.

So, it's been two years since I started this and 2.5 years since we first met in person on Tuesday, November 2, 1999. I don't know how it is that I've lasted this long, feeling like this, but I have. I'm not sure if I'll ever be able to get over you.

But now, now I know it's time to cut off all contact as hard as it is to know we can't be friends. Below are all entries I wrote about you and they will remain here, always as part of the old chapter. I will start afresh after today.

I Got Stood Up

Yearning

24/7

Prisoner

A Big Bucket of Emotional Baggage

The End

Still Here

New Dilemma

I Hurt