It's not worth my time. I'm not really a good friend. I don't want to be her friend. She drives me insane. I don't want to her repeat the same stories over and over again about the same guy. Why can't she just get over it? Why is she infatuated and dwelling so much of her energy on some guy who she never even had any sort of relationship with except for being in the same organization?

Why did she pick me as the one to listen to? Because I'm too nice and I let her crash at my place when she was down here a couple of weeks ago? How do you tell someone who's been rejected by so many people that you don't want to be her friend and you don't want to listen to her problems?

She's so disillusioned about life it's scary. She's on the verge of breaking apart and in a way, I almost don't care.Grrrr!

Anyway, she caught me tonight and I knew it was her because I could see it on my caller ID, yet I still picked up the phone knowing I'd have to face it somehow at least this one time.

I really don't need someone in my life who's going to get me down every time I see or speak to them.

Hmmmm....and to think I even thought aboaut being a shrink at one point. That would totally drive me nutz!