i've been grinning for the past three hours or so. my cheeks ache. it's a good ache so to speak. you see, he told me over the phone earlier this evening from one coast to another that he misses me.

yes!

yes, yes, yes, yes!

it's only been 4 days since he left for the east coast and he misses me. goddamn! actually, it took him 2.5 days to fully realize that. it's a good feeling he says. sounds good to me.

so, i confronted him about me going to new york to be with him for new year's. his reponse was most definitely positive. he wants me to stay with him and his family the entire time. gee, i'm already getting nervous about meeting the parents. god, i'm a girl who he'd bring home to the parents! goddamn!

and....to think i was nervous about him not wanting to spend new year's with me. ha! i had nothing to worry about. silly me.

i think i've found a boy who surpasses my 'girlboy' list. this boy has thus far, more than made my list. oh, and i'm sure he'd wrestle, tumble, and roll with me in whichever park we happen to stumble upon. gotta go find me a park. in the meantime, the bed will do just fine. *grin* my heart is flipping. :)

esol was in my neck of the woods and he didn't tell me til it was too late! shame on him. :( of course, i'm only joking. see what he discovered down by the city of angels.