I should trademark that line. It's mine and it's damn good.That's the way I'd like to think of myself. For awhile I thought I had it all down being balanced. Balanced with my life.

Msdezine is not feeling well.

I have trouble falling asleep. I have no appetite even if my tummy is screaming out, "Feed me, feed me!" My chest feels like it's being smothered by this heavy weight. I cry whenever I'm alone.

All this because my sweet Reese turned out to be a monster. A monster that was so sweet, affectionate, and gentle. I'm so sad it turned out this way.