tonight i flaked out on boyfriend and now i'm feeling really bad about it.

see, he had a gig tonight over in westchester. i told him i'd go, but i never showed up. he was expecting to meet me there at 10:30p.m....which was when his band would start playing. around 10:15, i got tired and decided i didn't want to drive out there. i was going to call but then i figured he'd be setting up on stage or had started to play and figured i'd just call later.

about 20 past 10:30, boyfriend called. they hadn't even played yet and he said he got really worried when i didn't show up. i apologized and asked if he was mad. he said no.

now i am feeling guilty and miss him like crazy. mmmm....i want to hug boyfriend!!!